February 10 2003 Drop off your poetry and we’ll Over The Edge Page 18 Poetl.s -Caeaer Ut TS Geaer.. If [saw you on the bus But had no idea what to say If I saw you in the cafe Smiling with your beautiful face If I passed you in the mall But fear held back my state... Could I come up to you And simply ask you your name Could I maybe suggest to you That maybe you do the same Lakes staring into heaven Witness to god’s great deeds Flowers standing as sentries Bereft of the emotions that thieve And the gifts that mortals bleed Flowers listen as an art To the lakes lectures of life Spoke in broken periodic sound Vocalizations of helpless passivity Self-Defence Sparkling behind the sea that is your eyes, I thirst to drowned in your open warm gaze. My dreams of life, today, to my surprise, shows me, one more has made it through the maze. Don’t run, each foot has eyes to flee or stay, I'll be a host, a friend, come. walk with me. These trees are old, and strong, I hope one day, Up high, a fort, is where two kids will be. The fire is hot, come sit with me and swing, From here, the sun, it sets so red; so slow. The lake, like glass, will glow red hot, and bring A sense of peace, as do the flames below. The heat wakes me, with pain it seems I flirt, to dream such things, I’ve learned, would hurt. Abandoned, broken hearted, utterly alone Abandoned, broken hearted, utterly alone That is how I feel now My heart, ripped chest The pain seemingly endless I feel as thought I cannot go on The tears flow down my face in rivers Because the love of my life has left me For another... When we first met, I couldn’t be happier You were the one for me You were my candle in the dark The one who helped me through the rough times I feel as thought I cannot go on The tears flow down my face in rivers Because the love of my life has left me For another... All those times I waited for you Stayed with you, talked with you It feels as though I’ve wasted a part of my life Knowing that I am not the one I feel as though I cannot go on The tears flow down my face in rivers Because the love of my life has left me For another... I did everything for you There wasn't a day when I didn’t think about you My dreams were of nothing but you But now, I must give that up When you told me, I couldn’t believe it I never imagined that it would come to this I would have stayed with you until the end of time I would have always stayed by your side But now that you've left me, I am an empty man... Abandoned, broken hearted, utterly alone... August 2002, Robert Viergever