November 13, 1996 _ Over TheEdge | | 7 . , JOURNEYS Golden oranges reds and purples. Strong Bright and Clear. She has black wringlety curls and She does not wear Bluejeans, She says Sheesey not Cheesey and she holds my hand in the dark. I felt her pulse inside her vagina through her vaginal walls the other night. It Beat and Throbbed and we wondered if it was her G-spot and we wondered if such a thing really exists because wasn’t it a Man who found it and “discovered” it and named it after Himself ? She kisses me like she Is. She kisses me like her fing¢ Are. Forthright. Blunt. Clear. Round but firm. fully concious and aware fully There HERE (her). She smells of Dewberry she wears it all the time it is from the Body Shop. . She takes good care of herself: we use the same toothpaste and herbal shampoo. she drinks tea and also likes stews, rice, lentils, couscous, cauliflower. She is addicted to cheese scones -like me- which have lost their appeal their flavour. Her eyes are big wide full They are Brown Rich and Warm (sheltering(?)) they Shine. She glows Me. I forgot that when she looks into mine she does not see those same eyes looking back... my eyes are Blue and they change with what I wear. I love when she wears Blue like tod light bright, almost-turquoise blue. A $7 sweater. It suits her. She shines. I like to hold her hand or hook her arm and feel her close to me. I like to be held by her and stroke her curves and trace her jawline with the tips of my fingers. Her body I trace with the palm of my hand. Real contact, she fits so perfectly into my palms. I love when she touches my breast holds my breast kisses my AARON QRH : : : / nipple strokes my cunt my vulva plays with my hair kisses me loves me I like to kiss her arms and laugh and talk and talk Johan asks her amazed “but what do you talk about all the time?!” and she answers Everything EVERYTHING! And I love the way she walks the way her black skirt hangs from her hips the way her waist is so small and her thighs so large. I love the way she dyes her hair red. I love that she paints and has painted once for me. She gave me this book and in it I will write the Journeys of my heart my soul and my insides turning outwards slowly warming in the sun. She gave it to me to record my Shamanic journeys but I don’t care and I don’t like to write them down I want to record her this moment I want... I want to burn a candle and sit with her in darkness and make her tea like the other night when she came it was so cold. She was lost I went out looking for her and could not find her so I went home and heated the water and gave her tea and warmed her cheeks when she came in... with kisses... kissing her is an honest process it is impossible to fade or tune out her lips her forceful blunt kisses pushing my mouth open her tongue tracing my lips my teeth memorising my Pieces that speak the words that unleash the voice and silently Bridge the Gap of our existences. I cannot express my feelings for her I can taste her in my mouth full and round I am bleeding perhaps this is why the floods of emotion wrack my being. And what is orgasm but a sign an indication and God is simply looking at her is Pleasure enough. this Womyn isinsideofme my blood my bones and this has all been said before a thousand times written But this Womyn is teaching me to love mySelf and LordGodess I am Happy.